I do not even know where to begin I just know I need to. I know there have to be better days ahead but right now I am just tired. Don’t get me wrong I am so thankful for these two precious kids, our home is filled with laughter and family-esque things but we are … More Read & Repeat
Today was a day when my heart swelled a million times over. I find myself trying to take picture after picture mentally to capture each precious moment. Today however I couldn’t keep up. Today was a day that I will forever cherish. Today I went to work for part of the day and nothing especially spectacular happened. … More There’s always hope. There is hope.
The past couple of days I have felt irregularly emotional. Every five seconds I thought I would cry but couldn’t. Every little precious moment and every difficult one with the kids made me hold back tears. I have felt a lead block on my chest night and day. If you were to go up and … More Made to be Broken
Catchy title right? Look I am running on little sleep, heightened anxiety, tons of stress, lots of happiness, I’ve forgotten to brush my teeth more days than I care to admit and today when leaving for work I realized I made the kids lunch (in advance to help Matthew) but forgot to eat. My lunch? … More Better day.
Some days you have nothing left at the end and thats okay. … More Some days you can’t, but you do.
“Just wait till you have your own kids” … More Two Phrases I Don’t Like to Hear
So if you didn’t read my post last Sunday please take a peek. But to do a quick recap last Sunday at church God moved in my heart and I gave over control COMPLETELY. I was struggling to trust that we’d ever get to F-A-M-I-L-Y, I kept running around trying to make it happen on … More The Time Has Come…they are here.
“In the evening quail came up and covered the camp, and in the morning dew lay around the camp.” v.13 Exodus 16:1-30 I am frustrated. I am weary. I am mad. I want so badly to become a mother. To have a family, to begin this chapter. I don’t want to wait. But I am … More Manna from Heaven.
Dear sweetheart, We are waiting. I’m not too good at the patience part though. I had dreamed you’d be here before Christmas and although my heart aches for you I am trusting in the wait. I hope you had a good Christmas. I pray you felt love and joy. I pray the foster parents your … More Waiting to share it all with you.